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Almost Done~

Hello~

Hope the week wasn’t too bad for everyone! I had a rather busy week tbh. Tonight was rather busy actually. I got out of work quite late because of some issues (gotta love retail) and because of all that, this post is probably going to be another short and sweet one. Hope you don’t mind!

This week, I got through a lot of content. I’ve been working on the last two sections of my thesis together. I’m finding it a little challenging to word exactly what I want to say about degenerate art 2.0 which is holding me up a little bit. But, that said, I did get some good content down. I was a little unsure of my start but once I got into the “meat” of the subject matter, I kind of found my groove. I’m focusing mostly on the expressive aspects of new media and on the importance of this moment in creating and propagating it. I’m not trying to prove anything with my work so much as demonstrate the importance of not dismissing new media for a perceived lack of inherent meaning. More, I’m trying to give voice to this moment and to emphasize the meaningfulness of my generation. This has been personally enlightening research just as much as it has been intellectual. I think it’s important to emphasize that even seemingly meaningless work can have a profound impact on ourselves and our experiences of the world.

So, that’s how the degenerate art 2.0 section of my work has been going. I’ve also been filling in my methods section as well. That’s not quite as challenging as the other sections as I’m really just recalling what I’ve done thus far. It’s a bit cathartic to realize and relay how much work has been put into this project. For most of the process, I’ve felt like I’ve been lagging along. I’ve felt like so much more could be done and I’ve not been taking the work seriously. But, reflecting on all the work I’ve done makes me feel a bit of pride. I’m happy to see all the pieces coming together.

That said, I’m still concerned about some aspects of my work. Mainly, I’m concerned about Research Days. I’m worried about what work I’ll have prepared to present. I really want to get a website together for my thesis so there’s something, in addition to the E-Lit piece, for people to peruse so that they can get a sense of my project. I’m hella concerned about having enough time to finish my metalworks piece. I’ve just been so busy with work and the writing aspect of my thesis that I feel like I’ve let it slip through the cracks. I got the foundation of it done but down I need to assemble all the pieces. To ensure I have enough time, I may need to meet for thesis class earlier and head right to the studio around 4:30. I just don’t think it’ll be done as well as it should be if I don’t rearrange some of my schedule.

This week has had its ups and downs. I’m happy with the progress I’ve been making on the writing side of my thesis but now I feel I need to work on its presentation. I feel like I need to kick it into maximum overdrive if I want to be presentable by Research Days (and I do). So, I’ve definitely been busy and I’ve come far but I’m going to probably be even busier these next few weeks. Story of my life~

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~Till next time~